To update about my brother. Well, he did see this psychiatrist. Obviously, he managed to dodge and return every query, every advance. I would have laughed if it wasn't my brother. Then again, i wouldn't. This is insane.

She told me to leave him be for the while. Thing is, time is ticking out.

The last month has been a bit hard. Finally i could sum it all under three titles. Three problems. Things that have affected me.
( The worst must be this one. Revolves around my brother. )

I'm so sick of spending time with people who are not friends. But worse than that, making plans only to get stood up.

Here i was tidying up my folders, and found these pics i took with the intention of posting here, but haven't. Now i am. All taken because i found them interesting at that time.
( big shots under the cut )

There is someone at work we have been hanging around. She is incapable of caring for others' troubles when she has problems herself. She'd probably disagree. And then would sulk and stop speaking.

Is she a friend?

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Started going to a gym. Yeah.
( This is me whining. )

Guess i sounded way too vary in my previous post. To make up for it, and more importantly to celebrate something i achieved just moments ago, i present this:


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Le Gasp!

I have a friend doing residency in psychiatry. Last time we met (just before her wedding), she told me that now she knew what i was; dysthymic.
Even though i finished medschool too, psychiatry was never my forte, so, not to look stupid, i didn't ask what that was. Checked it soon as i got home. For short, it means chronic depression. In ( Read more... )